I started participating to this challenge last Valentine’s day, which was two days ago? I am on my third day and hopefully I could successfully complete this challenge, since I don’t want to burry myself in the past anymore. I want to be genuinely happy and be worry-free like the good old times. I want to be able to experience that satisfaction one acquires from realizing how blessed they are and I want to smug how far have I gone from the dark days 97 days from now. You guys should take part and try it, here’s the site: http://100happydays.com/ . So far it has been great for me, since I am able to spot the tiniest details that could brighten up my entire day. It made me realize that I am to be pleased and jovial due to what I acquire and what problems I am not to face rather than sulking about what I do not have or what I have lost while eating some sugary delights at 3am.
This challenge is an authorization for me to stride away from negativity without having to give explanations. It is crystal to me that life does not come in a package, but it does not mean that life could not be fun, right? I chose to dispatch myself from the antagonism, for I do not want to sight what I’ve lost. I want to be able to linger on what I still have and what I am going to have. I want to cherish every specs of life. When I chose to move on, I told myself that I am not to obliterate such memories, but I am to choose my happiness and direct my own sail distant from being in such position again. Those bad experiences were just lessons, lessons to take that one perhaps may use as a reference for. It’s time to count the grace than the dilemmas, since I could not transform anything about my past nor could I manipulate the future. The only thing that I am certain about is that I could positively edit myself and my attitude towards things and I could definitely doubt that I doubt. I am done steering every detail. All I want is to savor every parts of life and also to leave a scintilla. I know it is significant to make others happy, but then I think I have to begin with myself.
Parting might be the most distressing way to fathom a Gordian knot, but it usually is necessary. Goodbye to the days filled with negativity and hatred. Ciao to the days when I spent nights criticizing how worthless and disappointing I was. Gone were the days when I’ve been wasting my happiness due to grudges I used to hold. I am now to construct a new chapter of my life filled with treasurable moments that I am to share with someone one day. The first chapter is going to be about me, so find me and check out my Instagram posts about my happy days at http://www.instagram.com/KlarenzDeigh , for I don’t intend to just make the people around me just feel untroubled. I want to share my happiness with them.